About


Adventure

It seemed like a great idea at the time. I was living in a sorority house at Ohio University, majoring in Fashion Merchandising because I loved style and beautiful clothes. One sunny Saturday found me parked in front of a sewing machine in an empty classroom, ripping the collar (again) from a blouse I was constructing for tailoring class. I thought, there’s got to be something I can do that’s more adventurous than this!  Monday morning I changed my major to Political Science. My next stop was the ROTC building.  

That June, less than 24 hours after wafting down the aisle at my brother’s wedding in a cloud of pink lace, I was face-down in the dirt of Fort Knox Kentucky wearing Army green. As it turns out, over the next month my fellow cadets and I became quite familiar with Fort Knox dirt, performing what would multiply into hundreds of thousands of career push-ups. It was a steep learning curve for a former fashionista, but I loved the training and was awarded a scholarship by the Army. Two years later I was commissioned a Second Lieutenant in the Military Police Corps.

Discovery

“Drawing is your understanding of form.”

Edgar Degas

I’m a life-long sailor and passionate equestrian in my free time and I began teaching myself to draw and paint, signing up for a class or workshop occassionally.  In a watercolor workshop, we were instructed to copy a masterwork, a time-honored atelier method of learning to paint. I chose a pastel by French impressionist Edgar Degas. The instructor explained that using watercolor paint instead of pastels would not produce the same results as my reference photo, but the exercise sparked an intense study of Degas’ singular methods.  I studied exhibitions, read manusripts and books and queried experts the world over. My military training in observation and analysis came in suprisingly handy as I doggedly copied work after work by Degas until I could practically feel him moving my hand. Eventually I moved away from painting in his style and started painting in my own, but those lessons in color and painstaking draughtsmanship are a major part of my work to this day. 

 

One of my faceless paintings in the Baltimore Sun

Success…and Failure

“Great patience is called for on the hard path that I have entered on.”

Edgar Degas

I joined a respected gallery and my paintings sold as quickly as I could finish them—a few still life subjects but mostly figures.  The funny thing is that none of the figures had faces. I positioned the figures looking away in some manner so it appeared I knew what I was doing but in truth, I was intimidated to paint faces.  In a testament to the power of resistance, I managed to avoid faces for another 5 years.  People would say I was talented as they scooped up my work, but I would wonder what they saw because I didn’t see it.  Portraiture was reeling me in, but I was leaning away with all my might. Every day I slogged through a  quicksand of desire and fear, until painting had become such a chore that I began to think about quitting. Coincidentally, I was training performance horses with problem behaviors at this time. The horses roughed me up during the day and I beat myself up in front of the easel in the evenings until eventually I couldn’t make myself paint anymore. I was done.

One afternoon I passed my open studio door and paused before the empty easels. I don’t know how long I stood there with my arms crossed, but after awhile I heard myself say to nobody: ‘What exactly is the problem?’

Like that shy kid in the back row who finally gins up the courage to raise her hand in class, a tiny voice in my brain squeaked the answer.  Just as surprising though, another voice–confident this time–replied, ‘Then let me help.’ I poured out the creative angst and tuned in without judgement or criticism, and realized that I could do with painting what I’d done my entire life when confronted with anything new or hard–I could just figure it out. These moments (as you may have also experienced in your own life) tend to be both comedic and an epiphany, and it was clear that not doing the thing I loved was far worse than failing.

Nearly 2,000 years ago Marcus Aurelius wrote, “The impediment to action advances action. What stands in the way becomes the way.”  In other words, sometimes our greatest opportunities for growth and improvement are hidden within our greatest difficulties.

Begin Again

“Painting is easy when you don’t know how, but very difficult when you do.”

Edgar Degas

And so I’ve been painting portraits in oil, with faces this time, for almost 15 years now. Each painting reflects the important stories of my clients passed down for generations to come. Quality materials and high standards of artistry are the embodiment of true luxury, so exactitude and museum quality materials are foundations of my work. I am based in Texas and work internationally. My studio assistant is a German Shepherd named Indiana Jones who often sleeps on the job.

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